tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-527172717323261637.post4148182575986037281..comments2023-06-20T07:02:01.209-05:00Comments on Pam Is Trying: Fly Away from Here...Pam is Trying...http://www.blogger.com/profile/16399582543339511922noreply@blogger.comBlogger7125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-527172717323261637.post-78824115293938933722009-09-22T19:29:01.310-05:002009-09-22T19:29:01.310-05:00Pam, I too, have felt this pain. And in some ways...Pam, I too, have felt this pain. And in some ways I am still feeling it. I would like to tell you it gets easier, better, less hard, less lonely. But my heart still aches for his reassuring voice, his sweet smile, strong arms, sarcastic comments, and everything else that made him, HIM. We do move on....but we never do it in the same manner again. They always take a little bit of us with them. <br />Love you Pam<br />MWAH!!!SharonAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-527172717323261637.post-28887965120230871302009-09-20T21:10:21.772-05:002009-09-20T21:10:21.772-05:00We know :-) And I forgot to tell you - arms of the...We know :-) And I forgot to tell you - arms of the angel was sung at the memorial I told you about. I'm going to try and find it to post on Facebook...<br /><br />All these connections.Lyndsay Wellshttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06382324380724354831noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-527172717323261637.post-20705106572447035282009-09-20T20:54:55.561-05:002009-09-20T20:54:55.561-05:00Jax...Whoa. I heart you. That is all.Jax...Whoa. I heart you. That is all.Pam is Trying...https://www.blogger.com/profile/16399582543339511922noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-527172717323261637.post-27089039347673238442009-09-20T20:53:02.867-05:002009-09-20T20:53:02.867-05:00I love both of you, too. And, you both know that....I love both of you, too. And, you both know that. Godspeed, right?Pam is Trying...https://www.blogger.com/profile/16399582543339511922noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-527172717323261637.post-15711799297397052842009-09-20T20:52:38.632-05:002009-09-20T20:52:38.632-05:00honor his memory by becoming the change, and he...honor his memory by becoming the change, and he'll stop leaving you quartersAnonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13702506603081408921noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-527172717323261637.post-24553845906720420752009-09-20T07:14:17.174-05:002009-09-20T07:14:17.174-05:00I don't know what made me cry more.....your bl...I don't know what made me cry more.....your blog or Mave's response to you.<br /><br />God, I miss him. God, I love you guys.<br /><br />D.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-527172717323261637.post-11615683767163787232009-09-20T03:10:25.388-05:002009-09-20T03:10:25.388-05:00I've been thinking about you all day Pam - I j...I've been thinking about you all day Pam - I just love you so much - love you. <br /><br />"You've never dealt with Swiller, until you've dealt with Swiller thinking you're dealing with someone he does not agree with you dealing with..."<br /><br />I experienced similar during my support of Je Maverick and the breast cancer days on Myspace - I would love to call him up now and laugh about how right he was. <br /><br />But I can't. <br /><br />So I talk to the air, my shoulder, or the ceiling - believing in my heart (truly believing) that it's really him. <br /><br />It is. <br /><br />White feathers. <br /><br />Quarters. <br /><br />Change.<br /><br />Perhaps for us both. <br /><br />I have changed for the better within this pain and you and I have many roads to walk together - of this I'm certain (meanwhile the presence I feel just over my left shoulder; the one who made the hair on my arm stand up this afternoon as we were talking, nods in agreement, wraps his big arms around us both and says: "I will always be around.")<br /><br />I too and glad for him. He can now live as the spirit we always knew him to be...<br /><br />Pam from Louissiana, what did you do to cause all these Canadians to love you so damn much?<br /><br />It was your heart. <br /><br />I've never met a bigger one. <br /><br />((((((((((((((LOVE))))))))))))))))))))<br /><br />From Me.Lyndsay Wellshttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06382324380724354831noreply@blogger.com